Every episodes of her getting sick, i will start to have a lot of maybes. Maybe she picked up something bad during her walks, maybe it's the dog run, it's unhygienic, maybe it's that dog she interacted with earlier at the dog run, it may have infected her with something, maybe it's the floor detergent i use, harmful chemicals maybe, maybe it's me, maybe i contaminated her food unknowingly, maybe it's the choice of meat, maybe it's the liver, maybe we shouldn't start her on the vegan diet, maybe it's the beans, too much beans, a lot of maybes......
Chocolate gave us a death-scare in 2016 and again this year. Since July, it's antibiotics after antibiotics for severe skin bumps due to stress, eye infection, gastrointestinal problems with diarrhea and vomiting then most recently, vaginitis.
Her health disparity was never meant for the weak-hearted, emotionally and mentally. I am beyond grateful Chocolate has triumphed over yet another health calamity, i am grateful, even if there are many up and down moments.
Because everyday is a bonus with Chocolate.
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